Okay, so my mom has been seeing this guy for awhile, I mean kudos to her. But, I hate the fact that sometimes when she goes out, she doesn’t come home. I mean, when she doesn’t come home, I don’t get a text or anything saying she won’t be coming home. That kind of sucks.
I also feel like my family just hates me. I get called names, and yelled at, usually for no reason. Too much is expected of me, so when I do mess up, it’s like I killed someone. Its ridiculous. Not to mention my little brother beats the shit of me, a lot. He and my mom together make me feel worthless, like I don’t belong home anymore. I’ve been thinking about running away a lot too, just because I’m so miserable at home. I mean, I won’t do it, but that possibility is always in my head.
I just want to come home to a parent who show that they love me and support me every single day, no matter what may happen. I need someone to be proud of me, and expect nothing more or less.than what I can do.